The Gumball of Life
That moment it hit me, my whole life changed its course. It went from a hollow place of pain, where nothing made sense, the days felt like meaningless tortures I would put myself through, to distract me from the agony of spending time with my dark thoughts. To an inconvenient convenient amount of surprises and challenges to defeat. Some of those that regenerate the death in your skin cells, provide you with outburst of adrenaline and oxytocin from the extra extent I would go, to love and respect myself. Speaking my mind, unfiltered of shame, suppression and conformism. What a release.. You will go through so many things in life, just like a gumball machine. This huge fishbowl of 97 cherry red coloured wrapped gums, except for those 3 green sour ones. Life will throw both shit and diamonds at you. You have to recognise which is which to get closer to what's good for you. "This shall pass too.", as what's meant for you is out there and like our scent, it's no on...